maelstrom of thoughts

“I miss you

Do I ever cross your mind?”

The song is currently playing on the radio. Dude, what’s this song trying to say? Why are all radio stations playing damn senti songs? Have people gone mad? Gone senti? Ha ha. I admit I liked such songs waaay before I have learned to rock but I don’t like to hear them now. I just don’t.

The stupid radio’s telling things like, “the sad reality of being single” and the like. I want to punch the stupid caller-slash-letter sender and tell her there’s more to life than being so desperate. *note to self. I want to tell myself too that being single is a stroke of luck and there’s no damn reason to feel detached and unfortunate. Singles should instead rejoice for being untied, free from possible retribution.

That’s why it’s just fitting to celebrate. I don’t know when or how. But I know I need one. To scrub out the occasional feeling of aloneness and to release all burdens to friends ready for some beer fest. Or wine fest. *may carbs daw ang beer according to [itago na lang natin sha sa pangalang siopao, haha].

Spare me a morsel of hope please.

[it's 2am, few people left online]