Sha-sha-shabuya

Meet “Shabuya”, my new friend. She’s a black pig with pink eyes and a pink nose. She has a cute pink flower accessory beside her ears, which made her look even more feminine. I got her awhile ago, when we were walking at the Sec field [the mecamall bazaar]. Her unique color, [strong black] and her sweet features caught my attention and pushed me to give up 160 bucks for her. She’s like talking to me and forcing me to get her out of the stall. Ha ha. Now, why “Shabuya”? Incidentally, we were talking about this bring it on flick and we can’t get enough of the “shabuya thing”. So I decided to name her “Shabuya”. Wala lang. She’s just cute.
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Somehow, you get an impression of how I take my everyday life with nonchalance. It’s like all things are going smoothly and there’s no way I’m gonna get in trouble. Simple lang, with a lot of lethargic tendencies. The truth is, I don’t actually know. I feel like I don’t want to get out of this safe zone where I’m completely enjoying my stay right now. Not genuinely happy, but at least I’m not complicating myself too much. I guess it shows how afraid I am to take risks. I always play the mediocre type who’s making others grasp the idea of my probable invisibility. I can poof out of a scene and be back after, without them realizing I have gone and went. Do you think it’s time for me to re-assess my whole personality? Ha ha. I think I should just consider this as one of my New Year’s resolutions. Maybe I need an improvement. [Who doesn’t need one anyway?]

Be back soon. I’ll talk to Shabuya first. She knows how I don’t easily get comfortable with other people. And it’s hard for me to put my trust undoubtedly to someone in a short time. That’s why I only have a few close friends who really know the real me, down to my disturbing hysterics. I love my friends so much. And Shabuya’s one of them na. :D