in the meantime

For my fiftieth post, I am doing it on a Sunday while watching UAAP on tv. Anyway, I wasn't able to update this yesterday since I got pretty much busy, I guess? I attended my supposed to be first NSTP meeting turns out they got their NSTP journals last week. How come I didn't know that? And I also visited my aunt since she was telling me she hasn't seen me since my arrival from the States. Again, I was busy. Ha ha.

So to pick up the pieces where I have left last Friday, I think everything just got into me and I just broke out. I actually feel ashamed of how it went, cause I wasn't able to fight back the tears and all that but I think it made me feel better. It was a relief to release every pang of burden I have kept inside me. My eyes were swelling come Saturday morning. Gross.

But still, there are unresolved issues disturbing my memory lane. I just hate the fact that my eyes got irritated from I-don't-know-what. If not because of my stupid eye irritation, I would probably be happy. Not this time. I'm still in the middle of a huge crisis that would eventually shape my future. Tomorrow will be the deciding factor. Please pray for me. I don't want to tell everything yet but just please pray for me.

[EDIT]
I made my blog extra colorful. It might work on me.

Currently listening to: Natasha Bedingfield's cover of Coldplay's The Scientist.
-very nice, perfect for the night.