watsup, dude?

It's August. Time quickly passes at the same time goes so slow. You don't get me, right? Well I don't get myself either.

That's just it. I don't understand myself. I know I am the head and the driver of my life but MOST of the time, the decisions I make quite surprise me. It's not fickle mindedness I suppose. It's just plain cowardice: my weaknesses trying to consume me as a whole. And I don't get it why I seem to be firm on things but gradually loosens grip, without me noticing.

Crisis. Ohmigod crisis again. I am experiencing crisis. Whatever crisis this is, I have no idea. Possibly, the major cause of my stressful crisis this time is the thought of studying. *puke. I want to study but once you've been studying every night, it becomes sickening. It sucks all your happiness and hopes making you experience the gloom of a dementor's kiss. (Refer to J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter series for fools who don't get this) Seriously, all I wanna do is cover up and grab more sleep, wake up to a wonderful day of Grey's Anatomy marathon and position myself to more zzzzz's again. Sounds really sweet. But that's impossible since I have Accounting exam on Monday! And the hell that is NSTP tomorrow. :(

To completely update everyone, I'm just busy with school. Weekends aren't popular in the Ateneo. Days are already blocked with study groups, reviews, peer discussions and other variations of intellectual learning. My god. My school is so geek. Just consider the mending of PGMA's proclamation of no classes in Ateneo today, Friday. Only Ateneo had classes. But anyway, I'm still thankful I'm in the Philippine's best university. School pride, dude.

Regarding other matters like social life, well yeah. I'm still active in that part. As I have mentioned before, I can only go as far as dating. Anything beyond that is ginormously impossible.

Please bear with me.