yes, love

This blog must be feeling betrayed since I've been ditching it over easy Tumblr-ing the past two seasons. But I would like to remember whatever I'm gonna write now. I wish I could put everything into words but it's gonna be a tough job to squeeze in a blog entry the many emotions I felt the past months. One thing's for sure: the happiness that I've been desperately looking for for a very long time has finally come my way in the most unexpected time.

After enjoying the summer, and while mending my little bruised heart(?), I came back to school looking forward to just occupying myself with academics but surprisingly, I met a guy on a lazy day on a rooftop asking for a cigarette. And it all started from there. I'm not even attracted to Chinese guys but for some reason, I felt I missed him the next day already. That weekend, we let the city make "us" happen.

It was a trip of emotions for me. I was apprehensive at first mainly because I didn't know if I could handle a commitment. Admittedly, there were some other guys hanging around and I wasn't sure if I can fully commit to just one. Ha ha. But he made it easy for me. He was that quiet and sweet guy who made me feel secured and loved. The early weeks were a little tough but now, I can say that we finally let our guards down. Hopefully, whatever we have now will last as long as possible because honestly, I'm really grateful for this relationship and if I lose it, I don't even know.

He is the sweetest guy I know.

I love how he makes me curse less. Ha ha.

I love how he holds my hand whenever I least expect him to.

I love how he's so eager to learn Tagalog .

I love his soft voice.

I love it when we act childish.

I love it when we pretend we don't know each other on the streets then he'll try to pick me up.

I love how he makes me feel beautiful.

I love it when he calls me "baboy".

I love it when he squeezes himself to me.

I love it when he teaches me Chinese stuff.

I love how he lets me be the "boyfriend" for a day.

I love it when he tries to be funny.

I love his sweetness all over.

I love it when he makes stupid bets. (How about this, you marry me if the train comes at 10)

I love it when he makes kissy faces.

And,

I just love him.