virtually baffled

I am holding on to this confused feeling right now. But don't get me wrong, I'm not ranting here again. There's just the feeling of confusion. I have lost my track. It's like I know where to go, but then, some factors have lead me to the other way which made me feel lost right now. La la la. I don't know what to think. I am publishing how I feel at the same time hiding what I truly wanted to say. Funny, don't you think?

I just want this school year to end.

Or maybe not.