all i want to do is find a way back into love

I sneaked out to Tagaytay last night and I was happy.
I will be posting the details soon when I get in the mood for some writing.
I'm quite happy now. :)

[EDIT] - 030507
Current mood: Happy
Music: Music and Lyrics OST- Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore’s duet

lyrics - way back into love

I don’t want to make impulsive conclusions or whatsoever but I can honestly say that I am happy. It is quite weird for me to have these sudden emotional alterations but you can’t blame me when things happen so quickly that I am forgetting what I’m doing. Ha ha. Let me just put it this way, I am just glad that I’m getting a life now as compared to my life before when all I do is whine and weep in sorrow. I have this certain tendency to just complain and feel so bad about everything. And I’m putting up all efforts to change those glum acts.

Like I said before, my friends and I went to Tagaytay last Saturday night. It just came up all of a sudden and I had no choice but to go. I don’t want to end up sleeping on a Saturday night anyway. Besides, it will be the same group who went out before, so I guess I can’t give up such appealing idea. We went out without Karen who wasn’t permitted to go. Maybe because of the rainy weather, but as naughty as we were when we were kids, we still fought the “zero visibility”, foggy rainy night of March 3 and cruised to Tagaytay. It’s funny how we all ended up nervous fearing a possible accident. We saw car accidents along the trip which made us drive slower. Ha ha. Luckily, we didn’t die that night. [I can’t die a virgin] Hahaha! Lol. So we had Starbucks and the usual talks plus the cold strong winds of Tagaytay. Cool. Good thing I was wearing a jacket. I might hug everyone. We practically stayed in a cottage somewhere and talked until midnight. [Photo ops included]. Since we had to leave to meet our curfews, [our parents got strict due to our alarming 4am home arrival last time] we left Tagaytay half an hour after 12. We also decided to buy food at Burger Machine near Bel Air. Lakas trip.

Anyway, I had fun too the night before that. I watched bands battle it out at Kublai’s Katip. I hate the mini beer chugging contest we had though. But good thing I won over a guy who looked tigasin,[sorry io] haha. My friend’s band won third place and I’m proud of them. I like their band and it made me think more about my musical frustrations: my hopes are still in to be a drummer one day. Ha ha.

Well, I know there will be more stuff ahead of me. I’m loving my life. And I should stop my shallow obsessions with things or with someone and have reality checked before me.

Adios and wish me luck on the days to follow. (*.*)