friday, I'm in lurve?

For some reason, I have been keeping my blog really un-private. Really un-private in the sense that I have not touched that part of the story where I lay out some details of my wonderful life. And tonight, I had this urge to tell something cause I feel like artistahin. Ha ha! Boredom makes you do weird things. And I say I'm bored. :D

School
School has been making me busy lately. Sophomore year promises to become more academic and org-anic. And I think I'm gonna enjoy it. Although SOM dress code pisses me off, the subjects challenge me on the other hand to work extra double. Think Law and Accounting. I'm up for the challenge and more study time though. Geek mode on. I can't afford sleep over books now. The bed is my real enemy. (^.~)

Dorm
Since I am living alone, I have stretched my stay in school for the past weeks to avoid that early dismissal which could probably make me spaced out in my room. I haven't bought a condo for myself yet. I think that will happen next year. =( But no qualms about it. At least I've got ample space for me time every night.

Family on the other side of the planet
I still get sick of the feeling of living with myself alone. I miss my family in the States but I've got no choice so I try to forget the feeling through rigorous school work. I am actually getting more active in my orgs now to shake the feeling off. I get to talk to my parents every night anyway to update them with the events unfolding before me. Ha ha. They are happy for me though. They even tell me not to think too much about them but focus on school work instead. *sniff. I really miss our kulitan.

Friends!
Since my friends are around me really often, they are the ones who are actually acting as my foster family. To be more specific, my college friends are helping me really well. I really love them. Our short lived friendship feels like already a lifetime. And I must say I cherish that amount of care I receive from them everyday. Feels rewarding. We even shared a dessert in Pancake House during our dinner a while ago. I actually didn't want them to leave but that's too much to ask. Ha ha.

Lovers
Lovers that is. This is funny. Really funny. Can I just say I have stopped whining for the past weeks for not having a boyfriend? True. Ha ha. I can definitely consider myself a weird ass on this one. But you see, I have gone through that enlightenment which is the theory that I really don't need another creature to save me from the pits. Cause I can live with my own. I'm not saying I don't want to have a life partner. That will come in the future and today's far from that future yet. I can go dating but not to the point of really having this self disclosure to someone I have yet to build relationships with. I think I haven't found the guy. I must admit, I am too picky and I hate it. *lip-biting moment here. Sobra.


I'm such a loser for being home in a weekend. Adios.