Almost There

I can’t believe that I am this close to heaving the last Atenean hurrahs. Imagine my early requests for time to run fast. Now it’s here and I just couldn’t believe it. This day is my last ordinary Ateneo life and I think it went well. [Yay! My partner and I aced our orals.]

On a dramatic note, this semester taught me a lot of things which weighed more than my realizations last three semesters combined. (including summer) And I’m just happy that I have proved to myself that I can do better than settling for mediocrity. This was the case when I was in first year when I was happy getting C’s while A’s are far from my concern.

Anyway, I am just proud. I used to be this low-esteemed girl who always wanted to go home. Who always wanted to go with the flow. Now I’m this independent young lady who’s taking more risks and works harder. I’m also trying to drive my own will now, not just letting the waves bring me somewhere.

See?

I was eating in Red Ribbon alone awhile ago and I didn’t feel a hint of shame just because I was eating without someone else. [thanks to the newspapers] This alone time just proved I’m okay with just having myself and to add someone who can stick with me as I do my thing will just be an added bonus. I’m aging and thank God I’m aging well. :)

Wish me luck on my final examinations. I hope I’d do good.

I am also fixing my transcripts now as a requirement for transferring schools. My flight’s on the 24^th and I feel partly thrilled and partly sad.

You know why.