I Guess I'm Alone Tonight

If you want to know where am I right at this minute, I am inside an internet shop and not in the confines of my dormitory.

My birthday, if not the worst, is one of my worst birthdays ever. I actually don't want to talk about it. It's just plain blank. My tear ducts got active this morning and I hate
how quiet and how empty this day turned out to be. The cold weather didn't help either. I've never felt so alone.

But I think I have grown more numb now. But I hope I'd feel better tomorrow and the day after that and the next.

I just want to be happy.

[EDIT]

100307 | 5pm

I am such an emo for posting this one but let me tell you guys I'm more inclined to the positive side now. Two weeks to go to freedom. Yay!

Really excited now. Be back next time. Off to studying again.