Best Friends Forever

Do you remember when you were still playing in school with your seat mate who tells you "I wanna be your bestfriend forever!" then you agreed and next day gave each other friendship bracelets? Those were the days when everyone's everyone's best friend. Somehow, I miss those elementary days when kids just hang out, play and consider each other best friends already. Point is, I just love how kids can make friends, or should I say best friends, in a wink.

In my case, I've had a fair share of BFF moments with people I don't even talk to now. It's actually weird that people consider another human being as their best friend. You know, if you think about it. But in the course of my day to day drama, I realized there really are human beings which fall under the category we call as " best".

It was hard for me to look for this "best" creature cause I've always thought I already found one. But you know, shit happens. We think we own something we don't actually have. And that's painful. So as days passed, I actually thought of giving up the idea of this " best" thing. It wasn't hard to give up since I was surrounded by a lot of friends. But eventually, I realized, there's just safety in numbers. We try to think that having plenty of friends is enough. But the real thing is, we still lack something. So we go back to the idea of a "bestfriend" and not for long, we find it. I found it and I found it in two beautiful persons.

with my two best friends, Eirrol and Gabby

I'm gonna miss them. I really will. I have always treated them as my own brothers and sisters and to be separated from them is like taking a part of me. I know there's internet, I know there's technology but the hugs, the laugh and the whole comfort I get from simply hanging out with them is incomparable.

It's sad.

But there's a reason for everything.

I love you Gabby and Eirrol. I will miss you. :)