Ruminations?

There is some satisfaction when you are in an amusement park. It's not just because you feel like a kid again. It's because you are exposed to this unsecret fact of life that happiness is a choice. You can't just stuck yourself in that rotten corner and expect some spice come your way. Fate does something but your will also influences the game. I can just imagine how confused you probably are right now but what I'm exactly saying is that the fate of one person also relies on the choices he or she makes.

Getting crazy with my favorite kids G, B and S.

I don't know about you but I realized how boring I must seem to be in a position of plain bumming and getting some satisfaction from it. Hence, tomorrow starts a new promise of a new journey as I will finally do some job. And it is in a fast food restaurant.

As for that amusement park metaphor, if you don't get it, well, think of it this way, when you are in an amusement park you can choose to enjoy the moment or think of the things bothering you while on it. There is a choice and as for me, I chose to be positive and voila, I am happy that I was with my favorite kids, that I'm bound to work tomorrow plus a promise of new friends.

And you know what? It is starting to get odd when I see some pictures of my friends back in the Phil because it is starting to really sink in that I am, really in a different world, distant from everyone armed with a different story. I don't know if that's good or bad.

But whatever, I'm in this and I am again loving it. Does it make any sense?