I got this one from Bea. I was planning to post a really personal entry but I decided against it. Besides, this personal profile says a lot of how I'm feeling.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back… so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens. ( I would like to know what exactly should I let go. I've been trying so bad to let go, to let things be and not think too much but nothing is happening, really.)

You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that ‘Life is worth living’ and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don’t particularly care where it comes from!

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; (how lucky) but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. (Ugh, you have no idea) You’re really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. (That's a good one, I can't add more to that) You need to be free to do your ‘thing’ in your own way.

You wish to be left in peace… no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don’t want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for ‘them’ to get on with it - and to leave you alone. (I don't know about this one but for sure, I don't want to be left alone.)